This girl that I was
shall live in your memories
for it's no longer alive.

M TRAIN by Patti Smith

“I had read it some time ago but was so completely immersed that I retained nothing. This has been an intermittent, lifelong enigma. Through early adolescence I sat and read for hours in a small grove of weed trees near the railroad track in Germantown. Like Gumby I would enter a book wholeheartedly and sometimes venture so deeply it was as if I were living within it. I finished many books in such a manner there, closing the covers ecstatically yet having no memory of the content by the time I returned home. This disturbed me but I kept this strange affliction to myself. I look at the covers of such books and their contents remain a mystery that I cannot bring myself to solve. Certain books I loved and lived within yet cannot remember.” 

Purpose

Find me a place to start over
and a reason to live for
because I can't take this emptiness anymore.

No title yet

Some names lead to disaster
and yours put me through Hell.
You were as poisonous as you said you'd be.

La miro y recuerdo
que nada es lo que parece,
porque es a ella
a quien miran los espejos
cuando se rompen.